I know I'm not the first girl to
not have a phone call returned by a the guy I'm interested in and I'm also sure i won't be the last, but am I wrong to be upset by it? Is it wrong that my hopes where deflated by it? That I now know that he is not that into me because of it? There was no good reason for it and not the first occurrence from this individual. And so because of the ex boyfriend who shared this lovely trait, who put me into counseling, I am predisposed to despise anyone who shares this attribute.
Is that to harsh? Or am I just being very realistic? I feel like I'm justified. It's not as if we were dating I'm not even sure if the one time we actually spent alone together counts as a date but there were signs of feelings and for me at least there was a hope of more. But in place of the kiss I hoped would come I had a night of empty disappointment and a whole week to think about it.
Maybe it's for the best, to start the new semester with a clean slate open for whatever comes from it. Full of hope but sadly still stinging from the realization that once again I picked someone who didn't pick me back. SOoo onward and upward to find someone who will.
WHO LOVES DATING, CAUSE I KNOW I DON'T.
